Saturday, March 4, 2017

Why Do I Do This to Myself?

So, last week was one of the hardest weeks of my life. I was in my school's Variety Show, so I spent a long time at the school dancing. Normally, this would be hard, but it would be fine if I hadn't fallen down the stairs and twisted my ankle. (I'd like to here point out that the ankle twisting was about six weeks before tech week, so I was pretty much fine.) So, I am dancing for at least two hours every night after school, with a twisted ankle, in high heels. And I just thought to myself, "Why am I doing this?"
And so I thought about it, and thought about it, and I realized: I am doing this thing because I love and because I love the people doing it around me. There is a certain group of people that I dance with on this show, and nothing else, so I love the opportunity to hang out with these people that I dearly love and don't often interact with.
The relationship between us is something special, something I would not want to want to miss out on just because it was hard, and that applies to most of my life. I just wish that I did not have to push myself to inhuman lengths just to do the things I love.
I don't know where I was going with this story, but you can take or leave what I've made of it. See you soon!
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Chorus of the Day!

You're just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life-long, wait for a hospital stayAnd if you think that I'm wrongThis never meant nothing to you


Last Chorus of the Day:
The Judge by twenty one pilots
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